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turning 18 and how i felt about it

it has been more than a month since i turned the big eighteen . it didn't change much tbh, life has just been the same. 18 is just a number, same like 3 or 5 or 17. i don't have much feels and such when i turned 18. that sunday was just like any other sundays. normal. except for a fancier lunch my family had, but nothing much too. how i felt about it was also nothing mental, just the basics. i am now one year closer to being a grandmother . some people celebrates their eighteenth birthday as if it was going to be life-changing. fact is, it isn't. you'll still wake up on monday morning feeling upset that it's already monday, and roll around until friday with a 34% body battery functioning. fridays will be the same ol' fun days where you get to stay up and binge your favourite netflix series. saturdays will be the going out + carefree days. sundays will still be the day of nightmares since the next day the week will start over again. so, conclusion is...

i miss home; goals; being uncomfortable

my previous week was such a downhill. i hated it here . i do not enjoy the coldness of my surroundings, meaning the weather and the ambience. every time i face time my loved ones back home, i would mention all the things i dislike about this place , and by all i mean every small detail i find not pleasing to me. but i guess it has nothing to do with this place, really. it was and is just me being extremely homesick. i miss home . it is embarrassing to admit this as an 18 year old, but yeah, i do miss home. very much! last week, i spent most of my time crying and mulling over the sadness of me being alone in this place. it wasn't a really productive week . it was upsetting and got me deep into my feels. and i was there to fertilise my sad emotions. up to a point where i was just waking myself up. 'hey! you are here to obtain knowledge. to learn. so stop complaining and get your ass off to work.' i still do feel pretty lonely here. and maybe that is mainly because i do n...

review : love lessons - by jacqueline wilson

Love Lessons by Jacqueline Wilson Published by Corgi Childrens on June 1st 2006 (first published 2005) Genres : Children, Young Adult, Romance Pages : 272 pages "Fourteen-year-old Prue and her sister Grace have been at home by their controlling, super-strict father all their lives. Forced to wear Mum's odd hand-made garments and forbidden from reading teenage magazines, they know they're very different to 'normal girls' – but when Dad has a stroke and ends up in hospital, unable to move or speak, Prue suddenly discovers what it's like to have a little freedom. Sent to a real school for the first time, Prue struggles to fit in. The only person she can talk to is her kindly, young – and handsome – art teacher, Rax. They quickly bond, and Prue feels more and more drawn to him. As her feelings grow stronger, she begins to realise that he might feel the same way about her. But nothing could ever happen between them – could it? " this no...

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